Mayhem Fest today!!!
I'm way to excited for this concert. XD
Noon-midnight/1 A.M.
I shall be at the chevrolet,moshing,headbanging,and all of that. =]]] <3
Today will be a good day,it'll take my mind off things at least.=]

Mayhem Stage.
Slipknot
Disturbed
Dragonforce
Mastodon

Jagermeifter Stage
Machine Head
Airborne
Five Finger Death Punch
Walls of Jericho

Hot Topic Stage
Underoath
Black Tide
Suicide Silence
36 Crazy Fists
The Red Chord

You know what scares the living shit out of me?
I'm about to go into 10th grade, and I have absolutely NO idea what I want to be/do when I grow up.
I love photography yes, but barely anyone actually survives and gets good enough for that.
Writing,yes but I would need another job along side of that to support myself. >_<
Book store owner? Again,yes but I'll need quite a lot of money to buy a place and do that also.
Other than that I don't really have anything going for me right now. Tenth grade better point me in the right direction and show me something I might actually be interested in, or else I'm fucking screwed once college comes.
Want to know how my sanity is coming along? Well I'm not a nervous wreck yet, BUT I am surely getting there. I'll still give it about two days for me to go off the deep end.
I don't want to grow up, I want to keep the very last of my innocence forever. I'm afraid I'll fail when I grow up, I'm afraid that will mean so much more then just "failing."
Teh mom has been driving me insane lately and I'm slowly deciding that I don't really want to put up with this bullshit any longer. I'm not even 16 yet! Nevermind finally turning 18,moving out, and getting the hell away from this place. Update on how my sanity is going, later today or tomorrow.
Random thought: If I really want to stay single till I'm dead....I'm SCREWED for prom etc. xD
 


    

I can't and can understand this at the same time.
I'm almost 16 and I would want nothing but a lasting easy going relationship, but lately that doesn't seem to be happening. Lately, I just keep getting broken up with and it's pretty exhausting and it's basically killing my self-esteem.
I have been cheated on once, probably one of the worst feelings in the world let me tell you.
If people weren't afraid to give their heart and commit to someone I guarantee most relationships would last way longer, on the pure fact that both people are giving the relationship all they have.
I wish everyone just laid under the stars every night.
I guarantee we would all live differently.